April 2011
14 posts
Can’t wait for Friday! Everything falls into place with faith.
Entre les yeux: I wonder how many people on here... →
xcassiekilla:
I wonder how many people on here I’ve actually met in real life/know outside of Tumblr. It’s kinda weird to think about. I have all these souls following me. Liking my posts, reblogging what they find some sort of relation to. 2,500+ people, with so many different stories. So many different…
I hope I fall into the good one
Stress
I bring my gpa up from a 1.1 to a 2.7 with only 2 c’s one in a honors class and you bitch at me, you came 1,200 miles to make me feel like a piece of shit after I’m trying my best working, going to school and helping around the house. Dad I’m sorry I’m not perfect but life’s not a cartoon it’s a fucking reality
3 tags
Every Night
Every Night I wake up scared but Anxious about what’ll happen after I join the army. The worlds such a fucked up place am I really fighting for the right cause? Or ready to die for the wrong one? One minute your world can be perfect the next you watch as your world burns to ash. I want to be a soilder that fights for good not one that’s just “following orders” and raiding...
Losing someone you Love...
dropovertheedge:
They manufacture a fucking pill for everything else on the planet, they even make up diseases to sell people more meds. Why dont they make one for this? Something that just numbs all the shit
The people who say the best things in life are free obviously have never been to universal studios
“I feel you consuming me. I sit back and watch my rebirth”
August 2009
1 post
SAM
I dont want anything to do with you anymore. Im telling the truth anytime I think of you I want to throw up you just hurt me to damn much
July 2009
8 posts
I fucking hate
People
i love you
anonymousabyss:
but you can’t expect me to choose between friends and you.
its hurts that you would try
and the things you say are painful
I’m curled up in bed trying to cry,
and im absolutley sick to my stomach.
Audri dont. If he really cares about you then he would only want you to be happy and I know he cares about you so he WILL come to his senses
Listen
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
thunderbbythunder:
WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO ME GOD DAMNIT! IM FCKING TRYING MY GOD DAMN HARDEST TO PLEASE YOU AND ITS NEVER FCKIN ENOUGH IS IT!
WHY!?!?!?!?!?!?
Is it your ultimate goal to tear me apart? Well congraulations. Yu finallly did.
Will you never learn?
Thanks
Dad you really put things in persepective for me. Now I understand why im such a dumb shit. You never even being a father to me and only beating me till I couldnt feel or cry anymore had nothing to do with it. Next time you touch me ill slit your neck ill pay you back for everything you did to me and you know I will cause next time its either you or me. Next time one of us leaves this earth
I Just Dont
I just dont wanna get hurt like the last time. It was to much I coudnt take it
Today is one
thunderbbythunder:
Amazing day, i havent been this happy in ages and i am jst missing one thing.
Talking to chad every day and hearing his voice.
I miss you best friend.
Where are you?
Im right here Sam, Im right here always I promise.
For once my eyes are open to you, and everything you’ve said. For once your web of lies is in the open. I gave you everything I had, until I had nothing left. And Still you act as if I’m just a burden. I’ve finally let go. Let go Let go Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on. Cause I’m so done playing these games with my heart I’ve been around the world and back for you, and now its time...
June 2009
7 posts
Once upon a time..
thunderbbythunder:
In a far away land there was a girl…she was pretty as can be and had the best friend anyone could ask for. She was always the friend that wasnt liked for her but was liked for the ones she talked to and she never really liked that feeling…
Then one friday night she left her friend in the movie theatre because she was just to anxious, she didnt feel like thats where she...
Sunburn
anonymousabyss:
Is a fcking bitch.
poor white girl. Use sunblock next time.
I can’t believe the drama that I’m in, the flood is getting closer
I don’t think they know that I know how to swim
You’re feeling numb, from all that has become
It leaves your gums, slips down your tongue and travels fast down towards your lungs
All because I’m leaving you behind
I feel the pressure
It’s coming down on me.
It’s turning me black and...
Your blood will be spilled on my hands you inbreed redneck motherfuckers.
Sick of this place. The only way out for me is tied to an truck. Its only been a year and Ive already felt worse then I did in my whole childhood of abuse. If I could go to a safe place in my mind would it make a diffrence? Itll only make coming back to reality even more painful. Theres no way back only foward, to bad the path straight ahead isnt light. Theres only a few people who mean ANYTHING...
